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October 31 shOlud be ...i knw ... i sholub be doing somethings to realese myself ... but i'll always delay it and always feeling hard all the times ... i knw ... i should be tough ... but i sometimes i need someone borrow me a shoulder to cry ... i knw ... i should be stop my feeling about Uuu ... but i can't stop and control it ... i knw ... i should be doing the things that i hv ... but i try to escape it ... i knw ... i should be start my new life ... but i always memories the pass ... i knw ... i should be smile frm heart all the times ... but i always lies for everybody ... i knw ... i sholud be the real of me ... but sometimes i'll pretend iT ... i knw ... i should be let him be passing through ... but i still sturbon ... i knw ... i should be ePPi COz he found the love that he want ... but i really confusing about myself ... i knw ... i should be forget everythings that i be wif Uuu ... but i still always dreaming in my oioi world ... i knw ... i should be wish Uuu ePPiness and ePPi always ... but i realllY can't do it bcoZ i still mIss Uuu ... i knw ... i should be facing the reality ... but i'm always dreaming that i still hv chance ... i knw ... i should be open my heart ... but i still loCk it until now ... i knw ... i should be independence ... but sometimes i hope i can dependence to others ... i knw ... i sholud be accept all changes ... but i still persistent ... i knw ... i should be unrestrained ... but i'm always embarrassed ... i knw ... is tHe time to stOP .. but i still hoping that i still hv chance .. i knw ... thats a joke on me ... buT i still beieve iT ... i knw ... i should be till i finally died ...which started the whole world laughing .. i knw ... the day will be empty sOOn ... the day would seem so long ... BUt i am FISHBALL who is the survival of motivation in baLL baLL's life ^^  October 04 偶尔偶尔。。 会做一些事情。。 偶尔。。 会想一些的人。。 偶尔。。 会想要得到某些的东西。。 偶尔。。 会想要得到某些人。。 偶尔。。 我会想起曾失去过的爱情。。 偶尔。。 我会想起从你身上认识的刻骨铭心。。 偶尔。。 我会很懒惰。。 偶尔。。 我会很勤力。。 偶尔。。 我真的很无能为力。。 偶尔。。 我真的很想逞强。。 偶尔。。 我真的很想坚强。。 偶尔。。 我会想起一些曾失去的东西。。 偶尔。。 我真的感到后悔不已。。 偶尔。。 我真的很憎恨我自己。。 偶尔。。 我也会自恋一下下。。 偶尔。。 我的心会纠结沉底。。 偶尔。。 我的心会疯疯癫癫狂欢一场。。 偶尔。。 我会常常叹息。。 偶尔。。 我会常常对自己有一些的疑问。。 偶尔。。 我会逃避现实。。 偶尔。。 我也会离去。。 偶尔。。 我会清醒知道自己想要的是什么。。 偶尔。。 我会明知道不可能发生的事情却还在期待。。 偶尔。。 我会提醒自己不再犯错。。 偶尔。。 我却会任性地重犯错误。。 偶尔。。 我想把一些的东西归回零。。 偶尔。。 我却办不到。。、 偶尔。。 我会很开心笑嘻嘻。。 偶尔。。 我也会下雨。。 偶尔。。 我很安静。。 偶尔。。 我很吵闹。。 偶尔。。 我做了决定的东西到最后。。 偶尔。。 我都是没有在实行。。 偶尔。。 我都会写下这些无聊的东西。。 偶尔。。 都会有人看一看。。 偶尔。。 都会有人回一回。。 偶尔。。 也会有人踩一踩。。 偶尔。。 我都真的几无聊一下下的~~~ ^^ 偶尔。。 我也是要发泄一下下的LOLX^^ 偶尔。。 呵呵。。 白痴一下。。 偶尔。。 又是时候。。 说Tata ＬＯＬＸ^^ 偶尔。。 亲亲我的dear dear then oioi Luuu ... ^^ eveRybODy ^^ gUD 9 ^^ MUAcKSKss ^^ September 07 loST + eMpty = MOodY其实很多时候我都很想勤力地写blOg 。。。
但是我要上网却很麻烦。。 一直麻烦到人家。。 真的很抱歉。。 这几个星期我的心情起伏还蛮大的。。 一下可以很开心一下心情可以跌进谷底。。 我很情绪化了。。 很讨厌这样的自己。。 可是有时候真的控制不到。。 还蛮羡慕一些人的。。 不开心与开心都不会让别人知道。。 总觉得那些人很有型。。 我。。 怎么也学不会。。 还记得曾经有人和我说过。。 某些话语。。 最近总沉醉在过去之中。。 我是时候收拾。。 原来一直以为自己在向前走着但原来自己一直站在原地不曾动过。。 好久没那么地崩溃过了。。 想不到还是会对一些东西执着。。 一直以为自己不要提起那就会好好地。。 但原来不是。。 一直都在骗着自己的心情。。 i shOulD be OK ... BUT i'm LOST + Empty = MOOdy  我很羡慕一些能把blog达成发泄什么都敢发言的人。。 我就是没有这个胆。。 希望哪一天我会吧。。。。  August 23 1st day and night alone wif deaR deaR in tHe HousE ^^that was a lonely and empty time for me on tonight ^^
actually i was scare to stay at home by myself .. but i hv no choice to choose coz my aunt called me back ~ sO i went to SaiNSburry to buy somethings ~~ when on the way back to house i'm feeeling lonely and thinking too much ~~ bcOZ of i mISs my frEn so much ~~ in the evening my fen was called me frm malaysia ~~ at that moment they was having their YaM cha time~~ really hope that i was in malaysia nOW ~~ but i knOW i cant do it ~~ cOZ i need to thinking about my future ~~ that’s the view on the way back home finally I reached home  and carry a Sainsburry’s plastic bag ~~  and when I reached home straight go back to my rOOm and kissing wif my dear LOLx ^^ I’m feeling warm when meet him ~~    COZ aLL my baD feeling as far away frm my mind ^^ After kissing wif my dear I was going to kitchen to put the things that I buy to fReeZEr ^^   Corn Flakes + Stella Beer ^6^ Total amount just 6.34 pounds ^^ sO cheap ^^ sOmebody was check my ID again ~~~ haiZ ….. take a bath I write my blog and enjoy my drinks wif my dear deaR lolx ^^ hoho ^^  my aunt was take away the CHAR SIEW & SIEW YOK RICE as my supper ^^ ePpi LOLX and full ^^ thanks aunt ^^ today IS my 1st day and 1st night alone in the house ^^ hehe ^^ thanks dear dear acc me me make me feeling no scary August 22 deaR deaR & mE ^^today was saturday night ^^
my aunt called me go back early from restaurant .. bcOZ of no customer ~~ during this summer day aLL ppl was go to another country to enjoy their holiday ~~ startly i was scare to go back home by myself so i called my uncle go cinema to take a movies ticket for me .. but finally the movies was not match wif my time ~~ so i need to back home by myself lolx ~~ finally i think is ok ^^ bcOZ i havent intro my dear to everybody right ?? so now is a chance and time to let me introduce my dear for aLL ^^ thursday i was hard to meet my dear ... but finally i get him ^^  lengzai or noT ?? ^^ althought he was not toO big for me but i'm feeling glad TOo coZ smetimes he also can be very smart ^^ here got a lots of photo between US ^^ i love HiM cOZ finally every night hv soMEBODY was accompony to oioi jor ^^ muacKKS ^^  dear dear wif me lolx  hug my dear dear iN yeste baR ^^  me wif my dear lolx  i wear speC look like OLD ^^ that day really hv nice sleep wif dear dear ^^ even gOt soMethings happen la ^^ buT i'm ePPi to mEEt hiM ~~^^ hoho ^^ but i neVER forget bOth of my eX baObei LOLX miSs mISS them SO mucH ^^ |
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